Wednesday, August 25, 2010


It's been a while, hasn't it! I never know if I want to go back to this blog, so I'm going to keep it active.

I'm still writing on the internet, but with a different approach. My new blog on Tumblr focuses on my journey learning programming. Most of the posts have computer language in it, but they at least include the output.

My New Blog



Saturday, May 15, 2010

Hi, I'm back!

I'm ready to focus. Three area that should tie in to everything I do:

The Bible (and my faith)

Recording (and playing piano)

Vegan food (and budgeting for groceries and meal planning)

I'm heading to Chicago with my folks today, and I brought my Bible for the three and a half hour drive there and, same time back.

I am in the beginning of Numbers 26, and I hope to get through the end of Deuteronomy.

I'm working on hooking up my piano to my recording gear and start with simple exercises.

I have selected recipes and wrote a meal plan that runs from tomorrow to August 1. Tomorrow I will get groceries and start cooking for the week.

I'm looking forward to using my spare time efficiently. I am also cutting out TV except for watching new Simpsons episode with my family. We shall see how this plan goes. I know that I need to make what I want to do the as the path of least resistance. Tips, anyone?

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Eggplant cuit au four

I baked another eggplant for dinner. I seasoned it only with salt and pepper - so good! The thinner part of the fruit resembles chicken in its textures - makes me wonder if I can season it so that my meat eating friends might be fooled...

Step 1: stab eggplant many times

Step 2: create foil cradle for eggplant; bake in oven for 45 minutes @ 400degrees

step 3: split it open and scoop out the insides

step 4: enjoy!! (with seasonings if desired)

Quite delicious and filling I think.

Monday, April 12, 2010

Christ, Savior

This evening's Bible study triumphantly and amazingly changed my life. I knew Christ was my Savior. I knew the Bible quite well, but in the last few months, I was REALLY studying and finding consistent support for God and His Son even though I was arguing about the details and translations, etc. I had been studying that a person had to have a heart changing miracle to become a believer in God. Even though I had faith in God, I could not place a time in my life that I had a heart changing miracle. I was praying that I would have that miracle. I'd been reading the memory verses from CedarCreek posted in my cubicle wall multiple times daily.  The heart had to transform from a heart of stubbornness to a heart of flesh, wanting to be obedient to God. 

Tonight hit home, hard. John 8, Matthew 27:50 to the end clinched it, and I broke down. The Spirit had been gifting me with the wisdom of the word of God in the last few weeks and God had taken this time to show me fully that He loves me and I am in His hands forever. Wow.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

audition, stuff, stuff and stuff

Hooray, I was accepted into CedarCreek's music ministry! I'll be playing keys for their high school service and LifeSupport, a group for those with serious problems (divorce, abuse, addiction, etc).

Also, my heart is in great shape! Stress test found nothing wrong, I had no problems during or after while recovering from the test.

Went to the primary care doctor. She thinks I am borderline anemic, so she took some blood to test it. I should know the results today.

Now I suppose I should get up and get ready for work. I'd much rather go back to sleep.

Sunday, March 7, 2010


I'm very tired. Have been since 2/25. Could be anemia, low iron.

Thought it was heart related since my heart was intermittently beating harder and faster when at rest.

Went to cardiologist. EKG came back normal. Have to wear an event monitor until April 2nd. Tomorrow will have a stress test.

If stress test doesn't shed light, I'll go see my primary care doctor.  I know this isn't mono. I've had that before. Will let you know more tomorrow after stress test.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Look, I did some stuff!

Wow! I auditioned for keys as a part of the Music Ministry team at Cedar Creek.

I've printed course materials for the Earn1K course I'm in and I'll do some reading and researching.

I emailed a group leader to join a small group in Cedar Creek.

Hopefully my updates will come faster now that the audition is over!

Monday, February 15, 2010

the gigantic priority list

This is going to be large. Also, I'll be updating it often. At least, I hope often.

Priority #1: Practice for Cedar Creek audition on keyboards
Finished! Audition went well, but I won't know if I'm in for another month. (2/23)
#2: Go through Earn 1k course and be ACTIONABLE...DO something!
Printed out materials for course. (2/25)
Write out 5 Actionable things to do for today and tomorrow. (2/27)

#3: Write a song for Joe
#4: Read How to Listen to God - and write about my reflections.

Less important tasks in random order:

#5: Read New Testament (write reflections, nearly daily reading)
Read Desire (write reflections)
Read The Four Loves (write reflections)
Read The Inner Game of Music (write reflections)
Read Mere Christianity (write reflections)
Write music
Check out Skype and other idea for long distances friendships
Cook vegan food
I bought vegetables and sub bread for my lunches this week (2/22)

Do more photography
Join a small group Bible study from Cedar Creek
Emailed group leader, asking to join.

Set up piano in room
Continue nearly daily Yoga regimen
Work on Critical Listening Skills
Work on the Digital Performer book
Play music with Joe

Sunday, February 14, 2010

ugh, highlights

Sorry about the confusion over highlighted words in the last post. I didn't realize that the highlights would stay -  they appear after one clicks the spell checking option. I figured that when I posted the entry, the highlighting wouldn't still be there.

I was wrong. Now I'm irritated. Grr.

dancing with smurfs

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

who's worried?

So, what are the things that come between God and me?

Money. In particular the ability to obsessively worry about money. Money is a tool, something to use to get to your worldly goals, not a goal itself. I need to chill out.

Logic. I spend way too much time reading and amassing knowledge, and too little time actually listening to God and really thinking about his answers.

So, I bought a book called "How to Listen to God".


I hope some of you are laughing. Even though the book title is on a topic that will help, I would still be spending time reading as opposed to listening. Old habits die hard. At least I recognized it, right?

Next up: forming a plan to change the habits!

Saturday, February 6, 2010


Yesterday:  Funeral was good. Something simple, I'm sure what Uncle Louie would have wanted. I was honored to play taps for him.

Today: Bible study/church was thought provoking - what/who is in between God and me? I need to look for those things and change or remove them.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

all in all, good day

Grandma still doing well.

Uncle Louie passed away this morning. Honestly, I'm glad. Suffering that much is not good for anyone, and I'm glad he's free of it now. It's sad that he is gone, but it's for the best.

I was super productive at work, and really enjoyed it! After, I went to Barnes and Noble to read with Tiff and Niki.

I read the first 17 chapters of the book of Acts. I've studied Acts before when I coached quiz team, and it was a nice refresher. Also, I found new insights this time which is always fun.

It's time to head to bed. I'm tired. I have work tomorrow.


Tuesday, February 2, 2010


Yesterday was sad.

Visited my uncle. He's not well at all. He has entered into Hospice. When he tries to talk, we can only hear faint mumbles.

I prayed for a while at his bedside that his exit from this world would be smooth and painless.

After all the emotional draining, I was exhausted, and went to bed at 8:30, falling asleep by 9.

This evening, I'm going to visit my grandmother. I hope to have enough energy to do some yoga when I get home.


Saturday, January 30, 2010

annoyed and underqualified

Important things:
Louie was still sleeping when I popped by.

Grandma is still in hospital, not yet sure where one of the infections is coming from. After they find out and get her all set up, she'll head to Fulton Manor as opposed to Swanton Healthcare. She'll get a private room, yay!

Slightly important things:
I moved from one cubicle to another! I'm now 15 steps from the ice and water machine! Yay! It also means that I'm about 30 steps from the vending machine, and I don't want to buy entirely over priced junk food, sooooo...

Non important but annoying things:
Kroger (midwestern grocery) ran a special - buy 10 qualified items and get $5 off. The "qualified" items were snack type things, canned chili and cereal. Before I got to Kroger, I decided what items I'd buy for the cubicle. At Kroger, I changed my mind a few times as to which ten items I wanted, but I knew I had to finish up, as I had pizza waiting to be picked up and dinner to deliver to the folks. I made my purchases, got home to realize that I only bought 9 items.

Yep. 9. I was so frustrated all night! I'm okay now.

Today: Bible Study, church, maybe make cinnamon rolls. Yay!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010


Work was rather dull today now that I've rebuilt the project schedule my way and (gasp) it works!

Stopped by to see my uncle. He was asleep.

Did yoga for 30 minutes and a few other exercises.

Played with Elmer, and man is he cute! He also like to (playfully) bite. My hands look a little beat up.

I'm previewing a course by Ramit Sethi ( and so far I think it is very informative. The course is about earning as a freelancer. I read the first three days of materials and now it's time to sleep.


Monday, January 25, 2010

Work was allright. I enjoyed my time with my co-workers.

Hospital was allright. Grandma is a bit better in spirits but doctors found a second bacterial infection. She'll have a scope down her throat tomorrow morning to see if her heart is the problem.

Yoga was good! It is tough to hold steady when a cat is running around the room, being silly.

Writing is fine but I'm not as jovial lately.

Sleep? Oh, I'm looking forward to sleep!


Saturday, January 23, 2010


So my hope for spacing out the updates would mean more exciting things!

Not so.

In family news, grandma is still in the hospital, getting antibiotics for the bladder infection. Uncle Louie was sleeping when I stopped by and I didn't want to wake him. He mentioned that sleeping is about the only thing he can do to get rid of the pain.

My thoughts on Open Workbench:

It is the absolute WORST program I've ever encountered.

My experience over the last few days:

Even though I added the resources, the program won't let me choose from the ones I added, nor will it assign the ones that it added.

I had to get the resources in, so I added the Notes column and renamed it resources, adding my resources there.

The next day, I opened the program to add a few tasks and denote some others as key tasks.

The resources (formerly notes) were gone. Completely gone. I'm certain that I hit save multiple times. There are about 1000 tasks, so this is no short list to update.

I grumbled, went through adding tasks and denoting key tasks and putting the resources back in. I saved, and saved and saved. I didn't even close the program when I left for the evening.

The next day, I opened the program (restored, really since I didn't close the program from the previous day).

The resources, added tasks and denoted key tasks were all gone.


I didn't even CLOSE the program and stuff got deleted.

At first, I thought the program was just not user-friendly.

Now I deem it unstable. This is ridiculous.

Today, my mother and I are going shopping in Indiana and then I'll be heading to church this evening.

It's time for yoga.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010


Tuesday was a great day! The power went out at the office for two hours! Work went well but I didn't get as much as I had hoped.

The best part about Tuesday was my visit with my uncle, Louie. He was awake and wasn't in any pain! We had a great conversation, topics ranging from money management to the economy to farming to interest rates... I enjoyed my time with him, and he enjoyed his time with me. It was great!

Today, I worked hard all day except for lunch. I was notified by my father that grandma wasn't doing well and she was transported back to the hospital. Turns out she has a bladder infection. Not as bad as what we were fearing that she had. She'll be in the hospital for a day or so and have antibiotics to help clear up the infection. I visited my uncle again, and he wasn't doing as well as yesterday, but was still alert and awake. I hope he can become pain free and stay that way.

As for me, I am going to bed!

Monday, January 18, 2010

nursed out

Went to work.

Totally sucked at work. The three people that could have helped me weren't there.

Went to nursing home.

Visited my grandmother. She's doing a bit better. I'd love to see more physical therapy out of her.

Visited my great uncle. He is not doing well. He's moved from vicodin to morphine. Not good.

Visited my grandmother a bit more.

Cooked dinner.

Ate dinner.

Now writing. I'm so tired.


Saturday, January 16, 2010

Changed format

I've been busy!

Wednesday in the wee early morning hours, we got a call that Grandma broke her shoulder, so dad and my uncle went up to check out the situation, and an ambulance was called. She's currently convalescing in a nursing home in Swanton. She's doing better but she may be in the home for several weeks.

Wednesday night, I hung out with my friend Chris. He's a hilarious guy! I took pictures of his ridiculously long hair.

Thursday, my friend Niki came over and we ate spaghetti and did some Wii yoga.

Friday, I visited my grandmother and then relaxed at home.

Today I'm looking forward to getting some emails read and written.

Have you ever contested a charge on your credit card? How did it go? I have contacted a company through email (their preferred method of contact) three times and have gotten nothing. I've double checked my spelling of their address. In the third email I sent, I mentioned that if I did not get a response, I will call my credit card company to contest the charge.

This evening, I'll be going to church at Cedar Creek - I wanted to try a different service than the usual 12:30 Sunday afternoon service.

I'll be changing this blog from a daily blog to Monday, Wednesday, Friday and one of the weekend days. It's been difficult and I don't like posts that are two sentences.

And it's almost time to do some yoga.


Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Day #117: High Protein gruel

I'm all set for meals for the rest of the week. I bought Kroger Old Fashioned Oatmeal, Ramen and already made my gruel/mush/stew for lunches.

I ate the gruel for lunch today and it was pretty good!

Tomorrow, I'll be hanging out with my friend Chris unless he cancels.

I'm going to guess he'll cancel. He's a busy guy.

I did 45 minutes of a work out on the Wii. Now I'm tired.

Until tomorrow...

Monday, January 11, 2010

Day #116: Wii fail

Work was good but I'm quite tired still from the crazy weekend.

I didn't feel like working out, so I just weighed myself, ate dinner and watched a little TV. Tomorrow will be a better day.


Sunday, January 10, 2010

Day #115: Some answers

A few things I learned from yesterday: I can't fast. That's why I got a migraine. I slept in and missed breakfast. Then I worked out on the Wii, decided to take a nap. Fell asleep for five hours. Skipped lunch. When got up, worked out again. Laid on the couch for a few hours, thinking about getting dinner. Got a migraine instead. Ate. Didn't feel better. Got insomnia.

I did watch the film Hair, though. Rather entertaining. The stuff at the end seemed abrupt. I mean, I know it was the ending, but I figured there'd be a bit more than just suddenly having the group hanging out at Arlington National Cemetery.

After the film, I went to bed. 5am. I slept pretty well! Got up and cleaned myself up and worked out on the Wii. Went to church with Tiffany and Niki. (Yay!)

I worked out on the Wii for a total of 1 hour and 20 minutes and burned over 250 calories.  Didn't do much after that.


Work! (I'm excited)
Wii! (Still excited)

Good night!

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Day #114: lost day

I slept most of the day and suffered a migraine. Bleh.

I did work out for 45 minutes.